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PEOPLE!

HELLO PEOPLE!!!!

I AM NOT INVISIBLE!

I am Here

I'm confuse,
the way he talk, the way he look at me,
make me confuse.
what he was thinking?
what he was trying to say?
I'm confuse.

if only i can dive into his feeling or read his mind,
i will be less confuse.

if only he knows that i will be his ears,
if only he knows that what ever happen i will be support him,
and
if only he knows that i will always be there for him,
i will be glad.

i will be glad to be your friend to laugh with,
and,
to be a shoulder to cry on.

I will be that girl,
I will be the friend,
I will do what ever it takes to make you happy,
and,
bring your smile back like before.

DON'T push me away...
because,
I WILL ALWAYS BE HERE WHEN YOU NEED ME

sitting, waiting, wishing

A guy who calls me beautiful INSTEAD of hot,

who calls me back when I hang up on him, 

who will lie under the stars and listen to my heartbeat, 

or will stay awake just to watch I'm sleeping...

waiting for a boy who kiss my forehead, 

who wants to show me off to the world when I'm in sweats, 

who holds my hand in front of his friends, 

who thinks I am pretty without my makeup on

One who is constantly reminding me how much he cares and how lucky he is to have ME... 

The one who turns to his friends and says, "that's her..."

him again.

That you always in my heart

You always on my mind

And when it all become to much

You never far behind

And there's no one that come close to you

Could ever take your place

Cause only you can love me in this world

straightjacket feeling

Back me down from backing up

Hold your breath now it's stacking up
Etched with marks, but I can deal
And you're the problem and you can't feel
Try this on, straightjacket feeling
so maybe I won't be alone
Take back now, my life you're stealing
Yesterday was hell but
Today I'm fine without you
Runaway this time without you
And all I ever thought you'd be,
That face is staring holes in me again

Trust you is just one defense
Off a list of others, you don't make sense
Beg me time and time again
to take you back now, but you can't win
Take back now, my life you're stealing
Yesterday was hell
Today I'm fine without you
Runaway this time without you
And all I ever thought you'd be
That face is tearing holes in me,

but today I'm fine without you
Runaway this time without you
And all the things you put me through
I'm holding on by letting go of you
And when that memory slips away
There'll be a better view from here
And only lonesome you remains
and just the thought of you I fear
grip falls away

-The all american rejects-

Is It Possible To Stay In Love Without Making Any Contacts?

I asked my friends’ opinion yesterday. At that time, I was bored and I almost fell asleep in the English class. I thought that it would be better if I do anything else. Then, I wrote a statement and I asked my friend to give their opinion or argument about that statement. All the statements below are my friend’s opinion. I have to make their names confidential so I don’t put them in this posting.

“IS IT POSSIBLE TO STAY IN LOVE WITH SOMEBODY WITHOUT MAKING ANY CONTACTS?”

“Impossible without communication. Possiblewithout physical contact. But it’s more fun if we add physical contact in love interaction, of course a full controlable body contact we’re talking about.”

“Possible. It depends on your way of thinking. If you still trust one to each other, it will be no problems indeed. So, have fun with it  .”

“Human being, loving someone and loved by someone else. Communication is an evidence of love existence. In my opinion, it is difficult to stay in love without any contact.”

“It is impossible to love someone that appeared not exist, just like creating your imaginary lover. When the subject is unreal, then so does the love and relation.”

“As a matter of fact, love without saying is nothing.
As a matter of fact, love without touching is nothing.
As a matter of fact, love without caring is nothing.
As a matter of fact, love without any contacts is NOTHING!!”

“It’s impossible.“

“Love is mind and heart contact. So it is absolutely always in a contact between you and her/him.Don’t ask about possible or impossible because it is already in a contact.”

“It’s impossible! (because you said it is WITHOUT ANY contacts)”

“It’s impossible. Even if we make an acquaintance we have a contact with him. Of course, love to somebody needs a lot of intensive contact rather than to acquaintances or friends.”

“Possible. To stay in love is merely an idea. I believe people are subconsciously in love with the idea itself. So, to stay in love without any contact, whatsoever, is very much possible. For example, I love God even though there’s no physical contact involved. I believe it also applied in the man-woman romantic-relationship. Because the basic principle applies, to love is a basic needs, and a powerful one to if I might add. It doesn’t requires anything else but the concept itself to survive.”

“Love is like a choice. If you love somebody, it means you have already chosen to do anything for somebody who you love. Even you mustn’t to contact her/him for entire of your life, or let her/him to get married with another person. But, love is a choice, keep it or leave it!!”

“There is no such thing as impossible, because in the world impossible itself stated that “I’m possible”. So it depend on that person himself/herself.”

What about your own opinion? Please write it down in comments box below 

LoVe is CiNtA ( lagi-lagi …. versi baru )

Prima, pemuda usia duapuluhan yang telah berani mengambil keputusan terpenting dalam hidupnya. Menikah diusia muda, usia dimana dalam masa-masa itu masih banyak petualangan yang belum sempat ia jelajahi.

Seorang Chinese, yang mau menikah karena tertarik dengan seorang gadis dengan agama yang ia anggap sebagai penerang dalam hidupnya. Ia sudah mencintai gadis itu dan Ia harus segera menikahinya sebelum terjadi pelanggaran karena Cinta.

Dalam usia yang masih belia, ia bertekad bekerja apa saja asal halal sehingga bisa menafkahi istri dan anaknya yang telah lahir pula. Tidak banyak penghasilan yang Ia peroleh, sehingga masih saja belum cukup untuk memenuhi kebutuhan selain kebutuhan pokok. Namun seorang Prima tidak pernah menyerah. Diwajahnya terpantul rasa ikhlas dan sabar, meskipun dia dalam mendidik anaknya sungguh tegas tapi lembut.

Hingga suatu hari, si Ochin ( panggilan anaknya Prima karena matanya sipit seperti Oshin … ) menangis minta sesuatu yang bagi Prima sungguh mahal dan saat itu tidak mungkin baginya untuk menuruti kemauan anaknya. Serangkaian bujuk rayu dilancarkan oleh Ibunda, nenek bahkan kakeknya turut membujuk. Entah kenapa hari itu si Ochin sulit sekali didiamkan, seakan-akan hatinya begitu keras dan tidak mau mendengar segala macam bujuk rayu  ( Dasar memang masih anak kecil ).

Semua akhirnya menyerah tidak tahu apalagi yang harus dilakukan untuk menghentikan tangis si Ochin. Bunda memandang penuh harap kepada Prima dan seakan mengatakan, ” apa yang harus kita lakukan ?”

Dengan tenang, Prima menghampiri Ochin. Dengan lembut tangannya menggapai tangan Ochin, ditariknya perlahan kedalam pelukannya sambil membisikkan kata-kata yang membuat si Ochin diam dan penuh perhatian padanya.

” Papa punya sesuatu buat Ochin … “

” Papa punya apa ?” tanya Ochin antusias sambil sesekali menghapus air matanya.

” Papa punya Cinta sama pelukan …. ” jawab Prima dengan lembut sambil memeluk hangat buah hatinya

” Satu lagi … coba tebak, apa hayoooo ?” katanya selanjutnya melihat respon Ochin yang mulai respek padanya

” Apa ? Papa punya apalagi ?” tanya Ochin dengan mimik penasaran

” Papa punya cerita …. bla..bla ….bla….bla….bla ….. “

Akhirnya Ochin diam dalam ketenangan mendengarkan cerita Papanya, Seorang pemuda belia yang berani memutuskan menikah karena AGAMA.

When I said I love YOU.

WHEN U R ONLY 5 YRS OLD, I SAID I LOVE U. U ASKED ME: WHAT IS IT?
(Saat kamu 5 thn, aku bilang aku cinta padamu. kau bertanya "apa itu?")

WHEN U R 15 YRS OLD, I SAID I LOVE U. U BLUSHED... U LOOK DOWN AND SMILE...
(Saat kamu 15 thn, aku bilang aku cinta padamu, kamu malu dgn muka memerah, menunduk dan tersenyum)

WHEN U R 20 YRS OLD, I SAID I LOVE U. U PUT UR HEAD ON MY SHOULDER AND HOLD MY HAND... AFRAID THAT I MIGHT DISSAPEAR...
(Saat kamu 20 thn, aku bilang aku cinta padamu, kamu meletakkan kepalamu dipundakku, memegang tanganku, takut aku akan menghilang.. pergi jauh)

WHEN U R 25 YRS OLD, I SAID I LOVE U. U PREPARE BREAKFAST AND SERVE IT IN  FRONT OF ME, AND KISS MY FOREHEAD SAID: U BETTER BE QUICK, IT'S GONNA BE LATE~
(Saat kamu 25 thn, aku bilang aku cinta padamu, kamu menyiapkan sarapan, dan mencium keningku sambil berkata, "Sebaiknya kamu cepat makan, nanti terlambat")

WHEN U R 30 YRS OLD, I SAID I LOVE U. U SAID: IF U REALLY LOVE ME, PLEASE
COME BACK EARLY AFTER WORK .
(saat kamu 30thn, aku bilang aku cinta padamu,.kamu menjawab, "klo kamu memang cinta padaku, pulanglah lebih awal dari kantor)

WHEN U R 40 YRS OLD, I SAID I LOVE U. UR CLEANING THE DINING TABLE AND
SAID: OK DEAR, BUT IT'S TIME FOR U TO HELP OUR CHILD WITH HIS/HER REVISION...
(Saat kamu 40 thn, aku bilang aku cinta padamu, kamu membersihkan meja makan dan berkata, "baik sayang, tapi ini sudah waktunya membantu anak2x mengerjakannya tugasnya..")

WHEN U R 50 YRS OLD, I SAID I LOVE U. UR KNITTING AND U LAUGH AT ME.
(Saat kamu 50 thn, aku bilang aku cinta padamu,..kamu asyik menjahit dan tertawa mendengarnya)

WHEN U R 60 YRS OLD, I SAID I LOVE U. U SMILE AT ME SMILE
(Saat kamu 60 thn, aku bilang aku cinta padamu, kamu hanya tersenyum)

WHEN U R 70 YRS OLD. I SAID I LOVE U. WE SIT ON THE ROCKING CHAIR WITH OUR GLASSES ON. I'M READING YOUR LOVE LETTER THAT U SENT TO ME 50 YRS AGO...WITH OUR HAND CROSSING TOGETHER...
(Saat kamu 70 thn, aku bilang aku cinta padamu. Kita duduk berdua diatas kursi goyang. dengan kacamata sambil membacakan surat cinta yang pernah kamu buat 50 thn yang lalu...tangan kita saling bersilangan)

WHEN U R 80 YRS OLD, U SAID U LOVE ME! I DIDN'T SAY ANYTHING BUT CRIED... THAT DAY MUST BE THE HAPPIEST DAY OF MY LIFE! BECAUSE U SAID U LOVE ME!!
(Saat kamu 80 thn, kamu bilang kamu cinta padaku. Aku hanya diam tapi mataku berlinang air mata.
hari itu adalah hari yang paling membahagiakan bagiku karena kamu bilang kamu cinta padaku!!!!)

PLEASE APPRECIATE YOUR LOVED
ONES..
SAY "I LOVE YOU" TO THEM TODAY

His Love is Enough

When you have enough problems to carry on your shoulder, kneel down to God.

When you have enough stones in your heart, lift up your hand and look up to God.

When you have enough things in mind that makes you down, pray to Him.

And when the wind is too strong and stop our feet to walk lightly, be quite and wait upon The Lord.

His presence and love will bring perfect peace and rest.

The problems in our life make us realize that we desperately need Him and we are weak to stand alone in this journey.

i’m not the average girl :)

I’m not the average girl from your video

And I ain’t built like a supermodel

But I learned to love myself unconditionally

Because I am a Queen

I’m not the average girl from your video

My worth is not determined by the price of my clothes

No matter what I’m wearing I will always be Patricia Willson

When I look in the mirror and the only one there is me

Every freckle on my face is where it’s supposed to be

And I know my creator didn’t make no mistakes on me

My feet my thighs my lips my eyes I’m loving what I see

I’m not the average girl from your video

And I ain’t built like a supermodel

But I learned to love myself unconditionally

Because I am a queen 

I’m not the average girl from your video 

My worth is not determined by the price of my clothes 

No matter what I’m wearing I will always be  Patricia Willson

sahabat oh sahabat ..

kalo ngomongin sahabat pasti kita semua punya sahabat dong ? ngga perduli sahabatannya itu cuma satu, sepuluh atau seratus sekalipun .. tapi yang jelas sahabat itu lebih dari sekedar temen .. 

sahabat itu buat gue bukan yang harus selalu nemenin gue tiap waktu .. tapi minimal yang selalu ngerti aku saat aku laginot in the mood  . Simpel sih tapi biasanya justru yang simpel simpel ini yang kadang kadang bisa bikin missunderstanding .. yah contohnya aja kalo kita lagi badmood eh tiba tiba sahabat kita malah ngongin sesuatu yang ga pnting .. pasti malah bikin kita semakin bete 

sahabat itu juga ngga mesti kasih advice kok .. cuma ndengerin curhat kita aja itu udah bikin kita seneng bgt, ngerasa dihargailah . 

sahabat juga ngga harus yang tau semua ttg kita loo :) kita juga berhak nyimpen rahasia, karena terkadang sahabat ngga selalu baik buat kita .. pernah denger ngga ada quote yang bilang ‘musuh dalam selimut’ ato kalo ngga ‘nusuk dari belakang’ ? nah itu uda jadi bukti kalo kita harus milih milih sahabat . emang sih kita ngga boleh pilih pilih temen, bener kok kita boleh berteman dgn siapaaaaaa saja tapi untuk jadiin mereka sahabat juga ga boleh asal pilih .. jadi intinya teman boleh siapa aja tapi yang namanya sahabat itu adalah yang terbaik dari sekedar temen :)

everlasting love :)

hearts gone astray

deeping her when they go

i went away

just when you needed me so

you won’t regret

i’ll come back begging you

won’t you forget

welcome love we once knew

open up your eyes

then you’ll realize

here i said was my everlastig love ..

need you by my side

come to be my bride

you’ll never be denied

everlasting love ..

from the very start

open up your heart

feel the love you’ve got

everlasting love ..

need a love to last forever

need a love to last forever

need a love to last forever

need a love to last forever

i need a love to last forever …

why i love you :)

i love you for so many reason

big and small

and all of them are wonderful

i love you for all the special qualities

that make you one of a kind

the only one in the world for me

i love you for the things you do

that bring such special meaning to my life

i love you for the silent times

when your eyes and arms tell me all i want to know

i love you…

just because i do

because now

in the deepest part of my heart

a place where there was nothing before

there is love …

suka sayang dan cinta :))

suka adalah saat kamu ingin memiliki seseorang ..

sayang adalah saat dimana kamu ingin membahagiakan orang itu ..

dan cinta adalah saat kamu mau berkorban untuk orang itu ..

saat kamu bersedih dan menangis ..

maka orang yang menyukaimu berkata ‘sudahlah jangan menangis lagi’

tapi seseorang yang menyayangimu akan diam dan ikut menangis bersamamu

dan seseorang yang mencintaimu akan membiarkanmu menangis dan menunggumu hingga tenang lalu berkata ‘mari kita selesaikan ini bersama’

saat seseorang yang menyukaimu berada disampingmu , dia akan bertanya ‘bolehkah aku menciummu?’

tapi seseorang yang menyayangimu akan berkata ‘biarkan aku memelukmu’

dan seseorang yang mencintaimu takkan berbicara dan dia hanya akan selalu memegang erat tanganmu seakan dia takkan membiarkanmu terjatuh 

saat kamu menyukai seseorang dan seseorang itu menyakitimu , maka kamu akan marah dan tak mau berbicara lagi dengannya ..

tapi jika kamu menyayangi seseorang dan seseorang itu menyakitimu , maka kamu akan menangis karenanya 

dan jika kamu mencintai seseorang dan seseorang itu menyakitimu , maka kamu akan tersenyum walau pahit dan berkata ‘dia masih belum tau apa yang dilakukan’

suka adalah keegoisan diri sendiri ..

sayang adalah ketika kita mau memberi dan menerima ..

cinta adalah ketika kita rela berkorban ..

suka hanya akan berbuat jika itu menyenangkan 

sayang akan berbuat karena selalu ingin ada untuknya

dan cinta akan berbuat karena tak ingin membuatnya terluka tak peduli bagaimana keadaan kita .. 

I Love You, Daddy..

Daddy
You know how much I love you
I need you forever
I ‘ll stay by your side
Daddy oh Daddy
I want always bliss you
But I never stop trying
to be your number one

You understand me….
You teach me how to pray..
And you play the game I love to play
I have no fear here when you are near
You guide me through the dark is night

I love you Daddy…
You are my hero (and you always in my dream)
I love you daddy oh daddy
You are my superstar

Daddy
You know how much I love you
I want you to help me
Please show me the way
Daddy oh Daddy
Sometimes I might do wrong
But I never stop trying
To be your number one

I wanna show you
I’ll be as strong as you
When I grow up I still look up to you
So have no fear here I believe here
I will be my daddy’s boy

I love you Daddy…
You are my hero (and you always in my dream)
I love you daddy oh daddy
You are my superstar

The one in a million and a million in one
Forever I want to be by your side
You’re in a million
Show me the way
Guide me through my night